Life's A Bitch Sometimes.

You know how lately people have been saying on Facebook something along the lines of "Life shits on us all sometimes." ... *laughs* Then again, when is stuff like that ever not on Facebook? But forget that.

What I'm here to say is... They're all fucking right. Life can be cruel sometimes. That's why life's a bitch. Because if it's a slut then it'll be easy says my friend. Smart girl.

Life can be cruel because, sometimes when you want something so badly, it seems that life holds back on you. But when you don't really care so much, then life can be incredibly kind. Why is that bad you say? Well obviously it's never bad to get good things. But what about the one who wanted things to happen for them then and it did not?

Example. A's birthday celebration for two consecutive years. Year 1, she wanted it to be great. She liked this guy and she hoped he'd do something for her. She was so anxious wondering what her friends would do for her that she practically couldn't sleep the whole night. But it all turned out pretty pathetic in the end. Needless to say, she was quite crushed.

Year 2, somehow she didn't care so much about it. I don't know why, but she didn't. There was not much expectation, she honestly didn't really care. But that year her friends were totally sweet, she had a great and awesome birthday bash and got the most memorable presents ever.

So what do you think? You see the point I'm trying to make? It's like someone's just trying to screw you over sometimes, the way things pan out. It's like someone's playing some sick joke. Of course it was great when it happened. But before it did, when she needed it so much, life held back on her. Caused quite an amount of tears and heartache. It wasn't too pretty. But, you know. Maybe there's a purpose for it. I mean, I guess her birthday Year 1 wasn't a complete disaster. She learned a few things, her friends did something really sweet that no one's ever done before for her and although it was somewhat of a disappointment, it wasn't like this black hole of misery either. There were silver linings to the dark clouds. So maybe life's planned that way. Maybe that was the best way things could've and should've worked out. I mean, the experience was priceless anyhow. Even though it did involve some tears initially. But things worked out great in the end.

So I guess, maybe, it's just like how my friend Water always says. "Have faith."