"Getting hurt in this world is inevitable, but we do get to choose who we allow to hurt us." Why do I choose to keep letting him hurt me? Every single thing he does, every single word he says hurts me so much. He doesn't know just how much everything he does hurts me so deeply and he wouldn't care. He's so selfish, he doesn't care. I've tried everything to make things go back to the way they were but nothing is working. I'm so afraid of everything he'll say; I'm so afraid that he will get angry, so afraid that he won't reply, that I can't do anything much. He's the sun and the stars to me but I am nothing to him. And I live in fear of him and I get hurt so deeply, every time; with every reply, every non reply. Nothing he does doesn't hurt me anymore. Now everything does. He used to make me happy. Now all he does is make me cry. And break my heart with every single step of the way.
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