Giving Up.

There comes a time in life when you decide you must give up on your dreams. Whatever they may be. Either it is by choice that we decide to no longer labour on for it, or by a slow dissipation of desire and a slow creeping in of the acceptance that we've given up where one day you realize you don't hold much hope for it anymore. Maybe it's through displacement of finding another dream that you want now instead of the other. Whatever ways it may take, sometime in one's life, one just comes to feel or realize that it just isn't going to happen. 

So am I in such a place. It doesn't make a lot of sense in my case and somehow at the same time it does. I was struck today by a feeling and a realization that it just isn't going to happen and it's time I stop hoping and looking for it. It is hopeless. And pointless. And it is time to stop.