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*scoffs* You're never good enough for anyone. This one's not right. That one's not right. That's not good enough. No, this is wrong. That is wrong. Oh good Lord, gimme a break. What're you expecting anyway? Are they even reasonable expectations? And believe me when I say something. I'm the one doing it. I know.

Somehow you can practice all you want and feel that you're really prepared. Then you get there and everything falls to pieces. And you don't feel like you were able to give your best or even of reasonable quality. Fuck this shit. How're you supposed to do something if things keep going crap like that? $@#%&#.