Loving You Was Like Punching Through A Glass Door.

Loving you was like punching through a glass door,
I bleed with every breath.
It takes me out so much,
I can't find my way back to what we used to have.

You broke me like a little doll,
The day you walked into my life.
But for all the pain you've caused for me,
I keep stabbing myself with that knife.

You lied and cheated and wasted,
Every day and moment of my life.
You destroyed the very fabric,
Of my neverending strife.

Now I can't trust my heart with love,
I can't trust this soul to live.
I am shattered with scattered pieces,
So shattered you wouldn't believe.

Come back to me or end this pain,
Once and for all.
Give me rest, set me free.
I need to be.
I need to be.

Don't reach out to me,
Just leave me be.
I need to piece my existence back,
Piece by piece.
Thread by thread.
I need to leave.