False Alarm

I thought that perhaps for once, I finally found someone who really cared for me. Who felt for me like I felt for them. But no. Just as it was given, it was taken away in one fell swoop. I wish I never asked. I wish I didn't know now. Because I can never forget it now. It was a lie in the end. Perhaps a lie circumstance told me. But it was cruel. To give me something so beautiful and to just take it away just like that. I was living in a dream. But now it's over. To have made me believe that this time it was real and there was a future and there was love. And to let it all crash down around me. That's needlessly cruel it is. Sometimes you just wanna rip your own heart out and stuff it into a hole in the ground and set it on fire so you never have to deal with all this bullshit again. What good are feelings for anyway. They never did anyone any good. Now I'm just so disappointed. And I felt lied to, led on and betrayed.